Monday, September 27, 2010

I am Ugly

I wrote this just now, an attempt to put my pain to words. Life seems to have me cornered once again, but before I fight my way out, I'll sit here and cry and shed my pain in tears...

I am ugly
I am unwanted and unloved
I am undesired
Nobody wants me and I don't blame them
My inner beauty scarred and hidden
No sympathy I've been given
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
My reflection brings pain
No comfort, not even in the rain
Tears are my only true friend
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
The burning bright light of hope
In my mind, a faint flicker
How am I to cope?
Life sure is a kicker
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
I know it's true
It has defined my existance
From birth, it has gone the distance
Yet I feel I know the cause
The wretch of a body I was cursed with
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
I am undesired
I am unloved and unwanted
I am ugly

6 comments:

  1. How did you get to that conclusion?...
    People have to loves us for what we are, we are pretty in the inside if we are good person that should be enough.
    If someone says to another how ugly you are to me that's making ugly her/his very soul that's the important matter in life non other, and if this is about a girl/boy thing someone had said to you(In high school girls used to call me ugly now that i look back then sure they made feel ugly but i managed to overcome that sensation, weird to say but music helped me out :3 , i would like to see their faces if those sorry girls would see me now :3, we change with time you know :3), i'm deeply sure you'll eventually find someone who will care for you as much as you care yourself Keep your head up and don't feel that way
    I'm deeply sure someone out there must be cheering you up from the start...
    Be well
    Hugs and Kisses Alectra

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  2. I think there are many here who love you as yourself whatever ups and downs your are going through.
    Hugs, sissygurl belinda

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  3. I have to disagree with you Isobelle: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAfyFTzZDMM

    Hope your negative feeling pass soon. I've been there myself, and probably will be again until I can afford to transition myself.

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  4. My Isobelle

    the silent flutter resonating

    in the depth of the night

    the image beautiful

    flowers.

    and in the blinding light of day

    that beauty always there

    fades
    as the distorted image at horizons;

    definition I know

    is not the worn cloth

    but image beautiful

    arriving at the morn'

    alighting from the silent flutters

    resonating in the night

    is born

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  5. This speaks to me today, the art, the words, to emotion puts words to the jagged edges of what was once my heart...

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  6. as an artist/musician, there is no greater reward for the work you put out than to have it touch somebody or inspire somebody. thank you. :)

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