I am Ugly

I wrote this just now, an attempt to put my pain to words. Life seems to have me cornered once again, but before I fight my way out, I'll sit here and cry and shed my pain in tears...

I am ugly

I am unwanted and unloved

I am undesired

Nobody wants me and I don't blame them

My inner beauty scarred and hidden

No sympathy I've been given

I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired

My reflection brings pain

No comfort, not even in the rain

Tears are my only true friend

I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired

The burning bright light of hope

In my mind, a faint flicker

How am I to cope?

Life sure is a kicker

I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired

I know it's true

It has defined my existance

From birth, it has gone the distance

Yet I feel I know the cause

The wretch of a body I was cursed with

I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired

I am undesired

I am unloved and unwanted

I am ugly