The next few months are probably going to be pretty rough for me and the rest of my family. My mother is not doing well. My emotions are all over the place right now. I am still at a loss for words for everything that has happened over the past couple of weeks and the news and updates that were received.
I don't know what the future holds from here, but certainly everything has changed course.
*holds your hand* I lost my Mom ten years ago this past summer. You are in my prayers Isobelle. I wish I could reach out and take all the pain away and make things good. I had to remind myself many times of scripture from The Book of James, No evil thing comes from God. God and I were on bad speaking terms after my Mom died. He, She, never gave up on me though and I realized that I was being cared for. The road you travel now is not easy. Know you have many sisters out here in cyberspace when those in real life can't share the pain. Email me all you need, I check it multiple times a day.
ReplyDeletehey hun, i so know how you feel. you know my famaly disowned when i had my srs 9 years ago, still when my mom died 3 years ago, i was devastated, i still love my famaly, even if they don't love me. and it was very hard for me to go to the services and deal with everyone, but i did. what i'm saying is my heart goes out to you and you have to be strong. you know i'm here for you girl. love ya and hang in there huggggggggg.
ReplyDeleteThank you both for being loving, caring human beings. I appreciate it greatly.
ReplyDeleteHi Isobelle,
ReplyDeleteI have been really interested and moved by your thoughtful and honest writing on this blog.
I have also been really turned on by Isobelle's Captions. They make me feel so horny and slutty.
I feel for all your difficulties. I wish all the very best for you and your family.
And thank you for all this great writing. I look forward to reading more.
Love,
Debbie xx
Thank you for that Debbie.
ReplyDeleteHow is it going with you? I am a bit worried, you know...
ReplyDeleteJack
Your concern led to the new post Jack. Thank you for caring.
ReplyDeleteThank you! I am so glad you are still doing the best you can to keep going.
ReplyDeleteLosing a parent, or fear of losing a parent, can be devastating. I have one friend, who happens to be a psychologist, who said that nearly all people will be down for half a year after the loss of a parent.
When I lost my father, I thought I could handle it. The body struck back, though, and I had to spend weeks in bed.
So, I guess what I am saying is that it is all right to be worried and depressed when someone close to you are seriously ill.
Take care!
Jack