Monday, September 27, 2010

I am Ugly

I wrote this just now, an attempt to put my pain to words. Life seems to have me cornered once again, but before I fight my way out, I'll sit here and cry and shed my pain in tears...

I am ugly
I am unwanted and unloved
I am undesired
Nobody wants me and I don't blame them
My inner beauty scarred and hidden
No sympathy I've been given
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
My reflection brings pain
No comfort, not even in the rain
Tears are my only true friend
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
The burning bright light of hope
In my mind, a faint flicker
How am I to cope?
Life sure is a kicker
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
I know it's true
It has defined my existance
From birth, it has gone the distance
Yet I feel I know the cause
The wretch of a body I was cursed with
I am ugly, unwanted, unloved, undesired
I am undesired
I am unloved and unwanted
I am ugly